To Bill or Not to Bill

And because of the not-so ideal setup we had, you passed on this bill for us not to see each other first until I fix my issue with my then current relationship. So, it has been days since we last met and it was not easy for me. It was not easy for me every time you will inform me that you were going out with other guys and have coffee, dinner or beer. I knew then that I never had the right to stop you, but that was just the circumstance and I had to accept it. As much as I wanted to stop you from seeing new guys, I could not because I did not want to be unfair with you.



It was the most dreadful days, because I know what I had to do, but I just could not because I was really clueless on what I have to do. That is, until October 5. Something happened which made me decide that I would need to act on it already soon even before I lost you.

A freaky Friday indeed; a very emotional one at that... It was the same Friday that I followed you at Pure Gold Molito area while you were having a dessert/coffee with some other guy. But I was not able to catch you then, and so I had dinner on my own and you wanted to follow me because I needed someone to talk to. But we decided not to because it was too late already and I had to go to a friend who needed my help then.

And yet again, you proved to me that if I needed you, you are the type who will drop anything just to be there for someone who needs your help. More pogi points? Or more reason for me to love you even more?...